You know the time when you realize that something is wrong with your life and you are starting to think and decided to do something productive? Well the time is currently hitting me so hard.
At the first place, i am thinking of making a new blog so that i can share my stories and opinions. it is all because of the book Girl Online by Zoe Sugg (my fav vlogger. Go check her out!) I love the thoughts of having something to share on? I dont know.
So about the girl online have a blog where she shared all her stories from the time she was stress to the time she met her dream boy. But she didnt tell her identity (which is im not going to do) and theres only her one friend that knows about the blog. She is becoming herself in the internet and not being herself in the real life. and it is really sweet that her supporters aka readers always there for her everytime she posted something and they love her for who she is.
That is obviously not going to happen to me ofcourse (the many supporters). but it would be cool if it really happens.but nah. its a cliche pipe dream of yours, sofea. but i will and fingers crossing to keep on updating this blog.
i love picturing myself laying on my bed, typing something to be posted on my blog on a rainy day with justin bieber Love yourself playing. *senyum* *senyum* haha you know the iklan on tv where her daughter marah to her dad? haha hujan hujan muka sedih
Anyway, moving on
So yeah. InsyaAllah i am going to remind myself to update hehe.
Eh sebenarnya aku nak cerita lain. Tapi jadi cerita lain. Dah kenapa. Ok wtv typical me.
like i told you, at first i want to make a new blog. But i bumped into this blog haha. that i once always update on. and i was like, wah dah ada takyah la buat baru kan ni semua kenangan ni (sebenarnya malas)
and then i decided to scroll through my old posts (Im so glad that i did). Ya Allah, i dont know la what are my readers thought of me and willing to actually follow me hahaha. I am being such a....i pun tak tahu nak ckp mcm mana. so unmatured!! ugh i really am hating on myself right now. Nope sorry guys theres no waaaay im gonna let you read it. But theres some that i feel that im brave enough to show to the world (lol)
and the pictures. Oh my god. Nopeeeeee thats not me at all.
Have you ever felt that puberty doesnt hit you at all? Well go and search for the old photos of yours. you will be proud of yourself that youve grown up. and you can finally admit that puberty hits you and thank him.
But on the other hand, it really comforting to know who were your friends were back then. And to know who are still with you. and the one who is new in your life now (which probably will be on my blog soon). It really makes me smile (after laughing so much and how i malu with myself) but when you think of it, nah. Everyone have this time of their life that they somehow regret it and want to replay it. But let bygones be bygones guys. Just think of the positive side of it and be happy of yourself and be proud. *smiley face* (i so much want the emojis to be available on laptops. if there is, please please tell me because it is really hard to not put emojis when expressing something)
Thank you for willing to read. Have a nice day!
Love, Sofea.
