Time flies so fast.
Ive went through a lot.
The year of my first time working.
The year of my first university life.
The year of my first driving licensed (is that count?)
The year of my first(s)
Tahun ni. Aku kenal ramai org. Dari kedah, seremban, johor, kelantan, dan mana mana negeri lah. Takde sorang pun kawan aku yg duduk asasi ni i mean among my classmates and among the girls yg tinggal dekat dengan aku. Mmg la ada a few lelaki yg tinggal tapi takkan nak keluar ngan lelaki je. A girl always have a company which is her girl friend or friends when hanging out. You cant go out with all boys. Bukan apa, tak manis lah kan. Huhu. Macam macam jenis org yg aku jumpa. Ada yang pemalas, perajin (ek), selalu dtg kelas lambat, dtg kelas paling awal, sombong, panas baran, suka buat lawak, mudah terhibur. Jadi, aku pun terpengaruh la dengan diorang semua ni. But in a good way la.
Ive learnt so many things. Not just the academic but also in life. They shared so many interesting experience that i have never resort to. Dari segi pelajaran, ofcourse la makin lama makin susah. And ilmu takkan habis. Apa org kata, study biar sampai ke negeri cina. Ha. Tapi aku suffer from it la. Alhamdulillah result sem1 aku okay.
Kenapa 2015 ni penuh dengan classmates aku?
Half of my year is with them. And another half is me laying in my bed wishing not to meet anyone.
They kind of fulfilled my year. With their ragams. Pernah gaduh besar, gaduh kecik, kecik hati, annoyed semua ada. Tapi tanpa mereka, siapa lah aku. Ceh. Padahal, aku bukan penting pun. Aku tak pernah jadi penting dlm hidup org. I mean in friendship, i have never felt special at all. My friend is my bestfriend. But i am not her bestfriend.
Aku taknak salah kan sesapa dlm hal tu. Mungkin sbb diri aku sendiri mmg membosankan. Dan tak reti bergaul dgn org. (But trust me, i love people who shares their private stories with me) (and yes! I can keep secrets!) (and a good listener) shameless self promote. But whatever. I want to know how it is to be significant.
Aku rasa aku merapu je dlm post ni. Mula mula mcm cerita 2015 pastu tetiba kelaut. Maaf lah. Terkhilaf sekejap.
Aku belum fikir lagi my 2016 punya azam. Nanti nanti lah
Klah bye aku nak siap pergi kelas!
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